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Me: lmao yeah with losing all this fucking fat, got a weightloss fairy or smth?
15 ☆ UK ☆ 5’8
sw: 138 ☆ ugw: 99
if youre an empty/suspicious looking blog i will block you. in no way am i pro anorexia. this blog is for me and me only. i dont want anyone to suffer the same way i am. if you dont have an ed/are developing one LEAVE MY BLOG AND GET HELP IMMEDIATELY.
i love you x
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Me: lmao yeah with losing all this fucking fat, got a weightloss fairy or smth?
1 - drink 32oz of water
2 - wash your face (gotta get that skin care in)
3 - make a thinspo mood board
4 - write at least a page (about anything)
5 - drink a cup of hot tea
🌓 winter sweetspo 🌓
christmas is on its way, and you’ve planned to lose an extra 10lbs before havent you? put down whatever junk you have in your hand right now, and go make yourself some tea. chop up an apple and eat it while watching christmas movies or shopping for your friends presents. its just the last push sweetie. imagine being skinny before 2019, getting ahead of your peers who say to themselves they’ll lose weight this year. you can do this. i believe in you.
just IMAGINE the tcc’s response if teachers brought back the cane
ugh i hate seeing someone say they broke a fast with a binge and that they’re gonna punish themselves with more fasting like no stop that bc guess what. ur gonna throw urself into a binge fast cycle bc fasting is causing u to binge!!!! u need to eat 3 small meals a day and make a routine, not fast more. that’s literally like ur on fire and ur running around throwing lighter fuel on urself asking why ur on fire. fasting isn’t for everyone and if ur underweight it’s rly not healthy. pls be careful out here guys
im trying to grow as a person and not obsess over my ugliness but bitch! it is hard
i see a lot of those “this is what it feels like to lose weight” posts. but this is what it feels like to GAIN weight.
- i have more rolls when i sit down that weren’t there before
- my shirts literally get stuck in my fat rolls
- i can see my muffintop bulging under my skirts or pants
- my cheeks look swollen in comparison to how chiseled they used to look
- none of my old clothes fit
- my rings are too small for my fingers now
- nobody tells me “you’re so skinny” anymore
- everyone says “you don’t look like you gained weight!” when i ask, but the looks on their faces and tone of their voice makes it clear they’re lying
- my thighs touch uncomfortably when i stand
- i can’t bear looking in the mirror anymore
- i can’t see my hipbones or ribs anymore
- i feel like shit literally all the time, i didn’t think it was possible to be more self conscious of my body
- i didn’t realize how skinny i was until i gained this much weight.
think about this the next time you want to binge.
i want to be a person who ACTUALLY forgets to eat or eats too little NOT ON PURPOSE
this is actually a major struggle for me tho bc i get to the point where my blood sugars are so low that i have seizures/faint and i dont even realize why until its too late
You’ve heard of No binge November
Now get ready for,,,
Don’t binge December
And
Just restricting January
How about:
Forget food February
excellent
Messed up things my ed made me fall in love with :
